Should I turn the page, do not think, even think that it's better this way, I had to get used to and that was basically what I wanted too, but I prevented the courage to do what was right to do, that is enough to say, the distance destroys everything, and especially when worn is too young and unripe to address it, especially when a story has very little time behind him ...
Will remain a wonderful memory, pure and sweet that it will be impossible to forget, will remain an incredible summer, one of the most beautiful memories, we remain ... always remain your best friend, as you wrote me just now in a mail ...
So why I feel this sense of emptiness inside, because I feel so sad and alone, because I feel inside me that I can not think of us as "friends"? It seems to me almost an insult that word linked to our names, why? it makes me so badly that we now know what not hold my hand, do not mirror in my eyes? why I continue to feel my way, I am now almost 6 months, 6 months and not see in me some memories are still so alive that it seems to me to hear your voice so sweet and shy at times, the laughter, every time even the more stupid you appear to close the most beautiful and unique in the world and now all is a thing which is bad, that I can not accept it ..?
What hinders me to let go, what is it that keeps me from being happy in feeling happy, maybe I am jealous? maybe I will not go down that you went ahead and I'm still there? How stupid, I thought I could be strong and forget everything, I thought it would be easy enough to say, but I have not done, and now 10 lines written by you I create confusion inside that I can not stop, not so run, sometimes I think it would be easier to have a button to erase and rewind, even if that means missing all the beautiful memory, but are too cowardly and confused now to understand what is right to do, I wish that everything had gone differently, would have been perfect, but in this crazy world is not stupid you can be happy ... hide your face so as not to show my pain now that I seem to not have a tomorrow ...
and be well again, everything will pass, and you will be just a beautiful memory ... a wonderful time, lasted too little ...